WARNING! This is an extremely sensitive video made for the Pack family.
Colum Jacob Pack Funeral 6/29/2010 – 12/25/2011 from Kenny Bozich on Vimeo.
Colum Jacob Pack Funeral 6/29/2010 – 12/25/2011
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WARNING! This is an extremely sensitive video made for the Pack family.
Colum Jacob Pack Funeral 6/29/2010 – 12/25/2011 from Kenny Bozich on Vimeo.
My heart is so broken for you. Thank you for sharing such an intimate and beautiful farewell with me.
Colum is so handsome and was so evidentially loved. He will forever remain the angel that he was here on earth.
Even though I never met him or the Packs, I truly love him and his family. I will forever keep you all in my heart and prayers.
My heart is broken all over again. So sorry. I continue to pray for your family.
I just wanted to say how very sorry I am for the loss of Colum. We have two angels, Ryker and Lilly that are buried on top of their Great-Grandparents just across the way from Colum. The video was so sweet, brought back so many memories of burying our Lilly, and than a year later burying Ryker. I said to my husband, “how do they move on from this?” And he said, “how did we move on from it?” The pain never fades. Just as now, as I watched it, I felt like i had once again been sucker-punched and all the feelings of grief and ache well up again, as they did so many times that first year, and moments like now. My Lilly would have been 6 this year, Ryker would have been turning 5. Time slips so quickly by. I actually even work at American Fork Hospital on the mom/baby unit, and it hurts my heart that much more that one of “our” babies is no longer here. I wish no parents ever had to join this horrid club, could keep on going never knowing the grief and pain of saying goodbye to someone you love so very much. But I promise, that it does get better. You will laugh again someday without feeling like you have abandoned sweet Colum. A movie will again become enjoyable again someday, and you will grow and share your strength with another family that is going through the Hell of saying goodbye to their sweet, sweet baby.
{{{Hugs}}}
from an angel momma
I lost my Christopher Jan 23,1980 and it still hurts today like it did on that day. No one could have said it better Emily. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. When you feel alone, and you will remember we will see them again. love and prayers.
My heart goes out to you and the family currently mourning. It doesnt go away but time does ease the pain. Some days are better that others. With the blink of an eye everything can change. We lost our Daniel David 4 years ago now. I still have my bad days, but my other children needed me to get out the rut and realize we are blessed to have them in our lives! God BLESS YOU ALL!!!
I am so very grateful for the atonement. I am grateful for eternal families. We are so blessed with this knowledge. Thank you for sharing your beliefs and this very personal and loving remembrance of your sweet son. Prayers are continued to be with you and your family.
I am truly sorry for your loss. So many prayers have been said for you including my own. You have a forever family and you will see Colum again. This video was surely heartbreaking but how sweet is Finn to kiss his baby brother on the head as if he knows he will see him shortly. If we could all be like him with such a pure heart.
Ryan and Kelly, I don’t know you but I feel like I do following what has happened. My heart goes out to all of you and I’m so sorry for your loss! Colum was a very handsome little boy and so is Finn! I hope for a full and speedy recovery for the both of you. Colum will always be with you and watching over you.
Thank you for sharing your farewell. I will continue to pray for all of you!
Shannon
No parent should have to endure the pain of losing a Child. The Pack Family has endured unspeakable Trauma and Grief. I would also like to thank the Families for Sharing the Video of Colum’s Funeral. I did go to the Balloon Release and graveside service. Now, I am just the Mother of a good Family Friend, but I would like to say something to Kelly and Ryan’s Family. I have witnessed over the last few weeks, the most incredibly loving family surround this injured, grieving couple. You are, with great love and care, looking after Finn. My heart is full. Your Families are an example of Unconditional Christ-Like Love and will prove to be a important part of Ryan and Kelly’s Continued Recovery.
Dear Ryan and Kelly,
I am so saddened by your loss of your little one. I am in Bobbi’s ward and also a friend of hers. I was able to meet sweet little Finn as well at her house. What a darling! I know for the next many months, but loss you have experience will feel like a hole in your heart, but I hope you can remember and ponder that he is where he is supposed to be, with his Heavenly Father. He is also with his Grandpa as well. My son died 2 years ago from a hiking accident. It was very hard for me but as I strived to keep my thoughts on the positive and how my son would always be with us, even if he physically wasn’t here, then I would feel comforted. I have a knowledge and understanding of the spirit world and feel that there is a purpose to ALL things, no matter how tough they are. You are wonderful parents, and your son was blessed to have been able to come to this earth and be with you. I know you feel very blessed also. He was such a perfect little spirit, he didn’t need to stay here and be tested like the rest of us. His mission is complete. Please always know you have been and still are, in my prayers and thoughts. If you ever need to talk to someone that has lost a child, and I’m not a fan of that phrase, because they really aren’t lost, we know where they are. But if you ever need to talk, please always know I am here, even though you don’t know me. I have a grandson named Finn, and he is three also. I find that our paths were meant to cross. I am so impressed by your example to others and the gratitude you show as well. These feelings heal us inside. With much love, Trish Willmore
Emily, I buried my son Christopher 33 years ago. I remember saying those exact words. You never, ever forget as a Mother, the memories of pain fade away. Every year I think about how old he would be, what kind of man he would have turned out to be. And on times like these, maybe cry a tear or two remembering the hurt.. Compassion for another Mother.
Thank you for sharing this precious sacred moment…..I’ve been thinking of you.~God Bless All Of You,especially at this painful time.Rest In Peace Sweet Colum.~
I don’t know your family, but my husband worked at Kilgore Paving with Ryan. We are filled with sadness for your family and so sorry for your loss. Please know we are always here for anything you need and we will pray for your healing. Thank you for sharing this beautiful video for us to see, even though it was an extremely hard day for you all. As a mother myself my heart goes out to you on every level. Love to you and baby Colum. Rest in peace sweet boy.
Dear Ryan and Kelly,
You don’t know me, but I am a friend of your cousin’s and I saw this video posted and although I knew it would literally break my heart to watch it, I felt I had to. I too have a blonde-haired little boy with blue eyes, just a few months older than your son, Colum. I was deeply moved by the passing of your beautiful baby, boy. I feel your pain and have been thinking and praying for your family and for your recovery. I have been praying for strength, and healing, not only from physical injuries but for the emotional ones you will have. My heart is very heavy but I too believe you will see your precious boy again. In time, the sadness will become easier for you, and you will laugh and smile again when you think of baby Colum. From the pictures I saw and the video, I can tell he was truly a gift and loved by everyone. May he rest in peace.
My heart breaks for you Kelly, Ryan, and family. You were blessed for a short time with your beautiful baby boy Colum. My thoughts and prayers will be with you everyday in this long journey you have to face. I’m a mother of 5 and can’t imagine what you are going through, but I do know you have a special angel watching over you and will help guide you through this difficulty time. God bless and RIP sweet little Colum.
I do not know the Pack Family. I have been following this story since Christmas and not a day goes by that I dont think of the family. My heart just breaks for them and I can not imagine what they are going through. Colum was such a handsome little guy. I have 3 littel children and I can not imagine loosing them. Your family is in my prayers and will continue to be in my prayers as you have a long journey to face. Having the knowledge that you will get to be with him again one day is so wonderful, he will be working hard until he gets to be with you again.
Colum was lucky to have you as his mom. I check the site every day to see if their are new updates. I will continue to pray for your sweet family and will continue to check this site for updates. May the lord continue to be with you and your family! Thank you for sharing the farewell video, it was very touching! With much Love, Chandy Colton
6 years ago, I lost my brother, it is one of the hardest things I have ever had to face in my lifetime, loosing a brother is different then loosing a child. I continue to watch my parents daily since the loss of their son and they still have hard days, the pain never goes away. Neither one of my parents have been the same since then. They still have other children here and grandchildren and they know they need to go on for them, but it still doesn’t take away the pain of having their son gone. May the Lord and Colum be with you and help you through each day. You will know and feel when Colum is with you and it is an amazing feeling. I have not been able to stop thinking about this family. They seem like such wonderful people and great parents. Kelly I came across your blog and read through it and you just seem like such an amazing person and such a great mommy and wife. I love your sense of humor and your style
I dont know you personally however, I just recently heard your story and the tragic loss of your precious little boy. I am a mother of 2 little girls ages 3 and 10 months. My heart hurts for your loss. It hurts me that you guys are having to endure the pain of the accident along with the unmanageable pain of losing your baby. I will pray for your family every night in hopes of a fast recovery as well as to easy your hearts in this hard time in your life. The only thing that would be able to get me through this is knowing that he is safe with his grandpa as well as with his heavenly father and that you will see him again someday.
What a beautiful video! Much love to you guys!
This was heart wrenching to watch, and I’m not even the parent(s). What a beautiful treasure to have, honoring Colum. Love to your family and prayers for you to continue recovering from your pain.
I cannot even imagine how hard it must be to loose a child. I do know the feeling of a partents love. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. This was the most touching and heart wrenching video I have ever watched.
Words can not express how sad & hurt I feel for the loss of sweet little Colum. Your family is in my thoughts & prayers daily….. Get Well Soon!!!
I was driving home with my two little girls that night, coming from a family Christmas Eve party as well, and had to detour because of the accident. When I saw how much of the road was closed off, I just knew it was bad. When I found out about Colum a couple days later, my heart just broke. I drive that road almost daily and every single time I drive that stretch I can’t help but think of you guys. I don’t understand why you guys have to go through this while we were able to continue on home. I’m so sorry for your loss and hope that you are strengthened by your family and faith to be able to get through this. My heart goes out to you and your son Finn, and I pray for a speedy recovery so you can get back to him.
my heart feels broken for your loss… i can’t imagine going through what you all have… i wish i could hug you… my little daughter is the same age as your sweet Colum, literally. same birth date, day and year… this makes me just want to wake her up from her sleep and hug her and love her that much more… i feel so sad for your loss, but i’m grateful for your families example of love and the reminder to love our loved ones that much more… i’ll pray for you all.. take care… much love to you all…
Dear Ryan and Kelly,
Just read your story and wanted to tell you how sorry I am for all that’s you’ve been through. As a grandmother I do worry about my daughter and her family when they’re out and about. You just never know what can happen in just a split second that will be life changing.
I’m so sorry that your precious baby is not with you any longer.
As I watched your son’s funeral video I just cried for you all and especially for your mother. (I assume the woman is Kelly’s mom). I always sing you are my sunshine to my grand children when I rock them. They are my sunshine as your children are to you and your mom. I also have a grandson Finn that’s 4.
I wish I could take some of your pain away, even for just a few minutes, but being I can’t I will continue to pray for you and follow your journey. I will also be making a donation to help you with your expenses.
Your baby was just beautiful.
Hope you have a good day today.
Sincerely
Linda Miller
Charlotte NC
Dear Kelly, I just talked to you on the phone and was so heartbroken for you when you told me of your tragic loss. I will pray for your physical recovery, but how do you recover from the loss of a child? Thank You for sharing the beautiful, beautiful service. You have and will touch the lives of so many with your generous gift of love. Sincerely with love, Jan Palmer
I’m so so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful boy. I ached when I heard about the accident because I have a little boy named Finn and then a baby named Owem, whom we considered naming Colum – I love that name. I’m glad that despite your injuries, that you were able to attend Colum’s farewell. I know you’ll be with him again. I’ve been thinking and praying for your beautiful family.
I’ve been following your blog since I heard about the accident. My heart aches for you. I am truly inspired by you and your family and keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Colum is an angel! He will always be with you and will watch over you guys forever. You will see him again and it will be a sweet, sweet reunion. Thinking of you! Hugs~
Dear Kelly and Ryan,
I was lead to your story through a craft blog I follow. What a beautiful young family, my heart literally aches to see and read what you all have been through. Just another reminder of how fragile we all are, and we just do not know from one minute to the next what our situation will be. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby Colum. The physical pain you have endured, the emotional pain, the trauma of it all, financial issues – it is so overwhelming yet you are both just pushing through and moving forward to get back to being a family at home again for your Finn. The funeral service you posted was so touching, words cannot describe. The amount of emotions that are visible when watching the service are so powerful. What a mighty God to give us such love, want, and need for our children, that same God will supply you the strength you need. I pray that you continue with your progress, healing on the inside as well as the outside. Your life will never be the same without your precious baby, but it will be a different life. There will be more joy for you ahead, God promises that. And your Colum is safe as he can be with Jesus, until you see him again. Love and peace to you, Lara
Dear Kelly and Ryan, and Finn,
I hope for a fast and speedy recovery for all of you, may the lord be with us, I pray everynight that you are in less pain every day as i know pain it self is not fun, I pray that you can all be home safe soon, everytime i go to town i see those money jars and it puts a smile on my face to empty out my pockets and put all i have in those jars, i saw a little child doing the same thing she of course with her moms help i over heard her say ryan, kelly, finn, this is for you may god bless you, as i know the days and years will be hard but remember like grandma said we will soon be together, i wish i could help more and i will, i wish i could take away all your pain… take care and take those blessing and prays you receive we love you guys kisses and hugs
Dear Ryan and Kelly
I also check this blog on a day, not just once or twice but quite often to see how you are doing if i heard right Ryans home, but hasn’t been home for long, Kelly i hope for you to be able to come home soon, please take care we love you tons and just remember there are people that love you, hugs and kisses
A friend
Dear Ryan and Kelly Pack…I heard of your story not long after the New Year. I am so heartbroken for you and your loss weighs so heavy on my heart. I am a mother of three and my little boy Benjamin is just 15 months and Colum reminds me of him. I am so grateful you have faith. My entire church is praying for you. I asked them to and continue to ask them at our weekly prayer meetings. I have shed many tears for your family. I just wish to let you know that you are not alone. So many people who don’t even know you have been affected by your loss and send love and prayers your way. I cannot even begin to comprehend such a loss but hope and pray that your pain is eased with each day that goes by.
No words can express the words of loosing a child. While watching the video I was only able to get half way. I was crying, and couldn’t even get past my tears. My heart goes out to this family. That they can find comfort, and know some day they will be a full family again.
What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful little boy.